A Path Brought Me Here

It is 11.25 PM .The night has no sense of humor.Cold has become its systematic mentality  since its miserable existence.Burying this island in silence. I take a deep breath to step on glittering sands. My mind get my eyes to make an intersection between two imaginary bearing line of these two monotony solid pines in front of me. I intend to spend my night on it. Pandanus Pygmaenus, beside the pines, is giggling on my moronic idiosyncrasy.

I along with Universe

I lay my back on well-knotted polyethylene.This synthetic fiber holds on pines, fights back gravity and sees eye to eye with wholehearted cooperation to drift  my 58 kg body. As purposive-mechanistic person,I start to growl it back.I make simple rhythmical harmony movement to equal.My body swings slowly trailing behind restoring force and gradually reduces its potential force to stand on gravity. Accidentally, Breviana brevis shows up hysterically. She is an artist tonight. She owns everything. The sea wind and rippling waves are hissing  to participate. In slow motion shot, drop-tears fall from the sky and bang right below my eyes. I am shocked and amazed. A bug, winds, waves and the drizzling rain collaborate for a Raja Ampat night concert. They fulfill each other in harmony and tones.I can feel the energy. I contemplate myself to witness these creatures and start wondering myself. Is it a coincidence?

My Idiosyncrasy

My head is flying asking things unconsciously. I lost the track of thoughts. My head is heavy. It seems like my respiratory system lack ability of digesting the air I inhale. The electric pulse in my brain can’t stop moving.My rhythmical harmony movement is scattered. I stop moving and blanket my face.I am freezed as though I was suffered from chronic –progressive dementia . I try to make a deal with my brain to unlock my framed-memories in my Limbic system.I punch my head and grumble.’Albert Einstein relativity equation’ I said.Everything is moving in different time and dimension that’s what makes balance and harmony in universe. If Einstein’s equation is, E = m c² ,I will add S for my own version.E is energy, m is mass, c is speed of light in vacuum, and S is sharing. Because by the time that differences  happen,universe share each other to create those balances.

I do know now. I,along with universe itself, spontaneously  participate in that super massive balance and I experience it myself for free in this, great universe university, Raja Ampat that I never have a thought before to be here. Nothing is a coincidence.